Recently, Nanjolno released a blog post regarding about the Final Love Live. The blog post was full of her reflections and commitments. I couldn’t hold my tears during this translation, all this while, Nanjolno has been forcefully endured her knee injuries during performances. Finally, μ’s can embark on the best stage, Tokyo Dome, in Japan. Really to be honest, I’ve no regrets even though this was a shame…
I believed that we, as LoveLiver(s) will understand and be patient that Yoshino Nanjo will continued to shine in her fripSide and her solo career. It has been a tough long journey.
Final Live of μ’s
「LoveLive！μ’s Final LoveLive!～μ’sic Forever♪♪♪♪♪♪♪♪♪～」
Actually earlier this year, we have been informed about the news for the Final Live.
During that time, I thought that no matter how bad was the situation, we will still stand firmly on the final stage.
However during that time, I felt some discomforts on my knee. I wanted to remain silent about my condition, delaying my hospital treatment, and was determined to endure and persevere! Probably this was the feeling during that time.
After we were told about this news, I wanted to take a good rest in preparation for the Final Live.
Well, was referred to a better hospital after my meniscus surgery..
Alright, let’s back to the topic regarding about my blog.. Laugh (Not funny
After that, I tried not to do too much strenuous dance movements for both my solo career and fripSide.. really should voiced it out.
Originally, not much dancing actions were required, so I was lucky enough to continue. However, everyone from fripSide removed some of the dance moves to alleviate the burden on my knee.
However, I was unable to attend μ’s related performances due to the fact that dancing was the core for μ’s.
As for the Fan meeting, I could only participate in some of the talk shows.
During this period, I always felt that my meniscus-kun was rustling, 「lively moving!」
And felt a little scared..＾＾；
During the Fan meeting at Nagano, there were only three members. For the whole process, there were only individual single songs, and I was really very glad to perform on the stage.
Initially, I wished to stand properly on the Final live stage, then my goal changed to wanted (Muse) 9 members to stand on the stage.
I could not participate in the dancing songs even though there were many stage performances waiting for all 9 members (Muse). With a gradually increased of activities for the 8 (rest of the) members, it was a tantalised feeling.
Most probably our fans would have felt this way with the other members, and me too.
If this patience lead to Final live…I had suppressed this feeling till now.
Night after night, we consulted one another on LINE.
No matter what, ONE MAN LIVE will be a home to LoveLive! and μ’s. This was I thought.
It’s a dearest place where we were linked, and raised.
Just wanted to return back. This was my intention, and perhaps true for Eli too…
During my performance with fripSide, our fans will always change the colours of the light sticks in between songs, isn’t it?
In fact at that moment, there were a lot of different colours being transiting from the stage’s view.
This scenery brought me back to the view of μ’s stage. If it’s my feeling, or Eli’s feeling in my heart…In fact, I was unclear…
It gave me a special feeling.. at the same time, it was hard to describe my mood into words.
This majestic scenery, I wished to see it once again on the regal stage.
Even though, I’ve been drastically trying to find something with lesser straining, and not letting everyone and Eli into the realm of sad boundary.
But there were too many difficulties to be solved.
Even though, I might seem to be nonchalant. But in fact, everyone’s precious in my heart and definitely will not forget you.
In my mind, I’ve been thinking: “Everyone, please feel at ease!” (Laugh)
But indeed, for Eli’s fans, I would be giving them a lot of sad memories..
I felt frustrated and painful too..
“Knee has fully recovered to its previous state, and completely cured!” I would hope so.. but sadly.. it doesn’t..
For the current situation, I’ve to choose which point in the time I could go with my recklessly feeling.
When I first heard about the Final Live, I’ve already decided it as my target.
And Final Live has finally disclosed the date and venue to the public (It wasn’t delayed because of my knee. Alright.)
So no matter it takes, I will still be attending it anyway..!!
Even though It’s the Final Live, μ’s will not simply disappear nor our memories with μ’s be turned into nothing.
Perhaps sometimes, there would be LoveLive! It has become apparently too large, and was being distant with a sense of loneliness.
When we first introduced ourself to you during the 1st Live. The feeling of “coming together, share the ties and this produced work”. This feeling has not changed.
I’ll say “I’m back!「ただいまー！」” and I will continue to do my best.
Final Live, let’s be prepared to enjoy big time with everyone!
Then together with everyone, let’s create this “Now is the best! 「今が最高！」” atmosphere!!